Less than 48 Hours...

To my dearest friends who came to bid me farewell,
as well as my friends who were there in spirit....

Thank you for showering me with your love tonight. Even though it was super last minute I definitely sensed your efforts and sacrifice to show how much you care. I felt so spoiled and at the same time felt even more confused at the closeness of my departure.
It was definitely hard to say my "See you in a year"s because it still doesn't feel like I'm leaving in less than two days. Even now I'm asking myself if I really am traveling halfway across the world for an entire year...or even longer. Not only that, the physical distance that will be between us swept over me as I returned home. I don't know if I'm looking forward to leaving....

But after reading all the encouragements you left me in my ultra-fabulous yet obnoxious card, I'm feeling a lot more peace about my departure. How much you know me and care about my dreams comforts me. Not only do you know about my long-lived desires to live in let alone visit that country, but you also know my deepest desires for the Lord to do as He pleases with my life out there. I'm so excited to know that y'all are sending me out in a way that excites me and reminds me of the true reasons in my venture out to Korea.

I'm still scared and still in disbelief, but I feel...prepared. I promise to enjoy it to the fullest.




{eSeul}