Dream Recording

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I've been having really weird, vivid dreams the past few consecutive nights. I've forgotten most of them, only remembering how strange they were. But I should start recording them.

Last night, it's hard to recollect most of it, but one scene is hard to erase. I had a dream about talking sea mammals; I think two of them were a dolphin and a shark, but for sure one of them was a huge whale. Not only was it huge, but it also had flying abilities. It actually flew while one of my friends was hanging onto its tail fin. The dolphin and shark and I were discussing how much bigger the whale needed to be in order for the flight to be more successful (?). So weird.


Well that's about it.

P.S. I have a lot to write about what the past month has looked for me, but I am not quite in the pensive mood. Let me just jot down some important themes: fear, truth, and confidence.



{eSeul}

It's Been a While

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Today, I sat on a chair for four hours straight, reading a book.
I don't know how long it's been since I've done that. I feel good.
I feel accomplished.




{eSeul}

안녕.

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난 어제부러 한 한달 동안 잠수 타기로했다.
친구들도 안 만나고, 교회도 안 가고....
It might sound depressing but it's something that had to be done a while back, but apparently right now is the best time for me to do so. I believe in His timing.
Isn't it so interesting, how a 23-second-long conversation and/or incident can completely change one's mind/perspective? I don't know why but I feel so at peace with my decision to disappear for a little bit, when just last month I definitely wouldn't have felt the same.

Well anyways....
I stumbled upon this music video and although I'm generally horrified of clowns, this video is so hauntingly beautiful that I don't mind the clowns at all.
Enjoy.







{eSeul}